It's about how you are thinking and how you lived your life!

So many times I just want to share with someone my thoughts, what I'm thinking and why I'm thinking it. But nobody. Please, forgive me for my bad English language, I didn't use it from a long time ago.

I'm so tired to be accepted just as a shine little girl without an opinion. Tired to think only about how I look or what to dress. There are more precious things in this world, in our lives.

As a young girl I had a lot of dream - to grow up, to graduated the university, to be with one man, man, for whom I have dreamed all day and night as a little. Off course there are and other things - to drive a car, to have a good job, to fly with a place, to go to London...

And what?! I went to London, big deal! Town like another, just with the BIG L at the beginning. I came here by air, so basically I have be done two of my main To do list. I came here with him - the boy from my dreams. Before few years I've graduated as Informatics specialist and yes I can drive a car. Well, here in England is not so easy as it's on the opposite side. But here I am! On my way to make another dream to come true - to see a man from the magazine, that I really wish to see. But I'm scared.

God, who the hell will read that?! Sorry once again.

Let's go ahead. The main IDEA here is that we, as a human beings, we create our world. What to happen, how and when, where...It's not necessary a magic wand, even a wizard. It's you. Yeah, right, I'm the next one that will write you about that....correction, don't read it if you don't want to read it.
You could have ANYTHING, if you know what you want. It's not like - I want a cheese burger. You can buy one and it's ready. No, it's not the same. You have to know every little detail from that what you want. Color, size, day, year, where you want it...it's like a time travel - pick up a date and go there.